on heavy rotation...

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine? If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will. I only wished we met when your life wasn't so chaotic. The only thing I could do now is be friends and in hope, later on in the future, we could start over again and start all of our adventures. So I'm gonna let you do you & with my promise being kept, I wanna make you smile everyday, even though you're not mines.

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you really liked, is having to wake up with tears falling endlessly with disbelief. Here goes another song on heavy rotation.

only hope...

Is this the end?
Why does it feel
like we'd only just begun?
I thought we were done.

I think I'll hang on
if you still want me,
but if you don't
I guess I'll move on.

But if you need me,
close your eyes and dream.
I'll give you back your key.
Will you be happy?

Said we'll leave it alone,
but I'll be here long.
And when I'm gone
I guess then we'll know.

I think I'll hang on
if you still want me,
but if you don't
I guess I'll move on.

I guess I'll move on,
I guess I'll move on.

GOOODBYE 2009!

a lot of useless drama has happened, now it's time to put it aside of me & look forward to 2010.

tis the season.

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

thank you soo much!!!!

Thank you soo much everyone for the birthday wishes! Thanks for blowing up my phone, facebook & twitter. It means a lot to me! Thanks anthony & my aunt for the surprise birthday party!!!! ohhhh maaan! this was one of theee best birthdays that i've ever had !

thanks Randy for the flowers!!! i love them soooo much!! =)

could it be true?

These past few weeks has been amazing.

You give me this wonderful feeling.

When I thought there was no hope in finding true love,

I still ask myself, could this be true?

Am I really falling for you?

I am myself, when I'm around you,

still accepting for who I am, I am truly thankful.

Could you be the one that the angels has sent me?

Faith in God hands, I am letting down my wall

& allowing you to come in.

All i ask from you, is to take care of my heart.

I don't care what our friends and family think,

For all we know, this feeling is real.

Bar 90.

Come out and celebrate my 21st at Bar 90. =)